In some quarters the new year, 2012 is awaited with great expectations. Some are hopeful; others, well, not! Perhaps the weight of expectations alone will precipitate something dramatic.
I think we can expect that 2012 will not be boring, whatever twists and turns lay ahead of us. The pace and intensity of change and the volume level of uncertainty continues to rise, and not just steadily but exponentially.
What better time to get one's life together. What better time to grow up; get real; get a life; and share a life. What better time to think more deeply about the gift and the meaning of our lives.
Time to "occupy" your own life with substance, rather than fluff. I have lived nearly 35 years (most of my adult life) in an Ananda Community (first Ananda Village, near Nevada City, CA), and, since 1993, here at Ananda Community, north of Seattle, WA. I've been privileged to live among and to serve together with literally hundreds of high-minded, idealistic, sincere, unique, creative, and energetic pioneers in the practice of meditation and intentional community. So, I have some suggestions drawn from my (somewhat) unique life to offer:
1.) Break the mold of daily habit and drudgery. Find some way to view and motivate your daily duties with inspiration and purpose. To make every act of the day an act of devotion to God is perhaps a bit too high for some, although it, too, is only a steppingstone to feeling divine consciousness flowing through you. But short of such lofty heights, remind yourself that your work is service, whether humble or "great," to others. Feel gratitude for the health and vitality that permit you to perform your duties; the intelligence to be focused, productive and creative; and for the harmony and beauty that results when we perform even simple tasks with conscious attention to detail and to excellence.
2.) Pay attention to the world around you. Pay attention to your every act, words, thoughts, and movements. Just .... pay attention! Start with your own family or whomever you live with. Notice, appreciate and help in simple ways: many unnoticed by others and others by open expression. Add to that close circle your neighbors, your neighborhood, your town. Go from there to your country and around the world. Show sincere interest in life: science, nature, art, community, yes, even politics and religion. Notice and then get involved. Interest and mobility reinforce the flow of vitality, energy, and creativity into your life. I remember discovering in college that if I affirmed that I was interested in a subject I was having to take in class, that the interest would follow and would actually be stimulated. By interest, questions would arise; I would listen in class; ask questions and when time came for exams, it was just all "right there" as if it were the easiest thing in the world.
3.) Look ahead, don't hide in the sand. Are you spending more than you earn? Are going further in debt? Using up your savings? Rein in your spending if necessary. At the same time, expand your spending to include the well being of other people and worthy causes. No one, not even the "poor widow" (in the Bible), can afford NOT give something to help someone else. If you are not doing anything for others, something is terribly wrong in your life and resolve to open your heart and help. How secure is your job or other source of income? Don't wait for life to happen to you. Each household should have ample supplies for emergencies and something more for periods of unemployment, or even just to help others in such conditions. Do you have a place or know someone who does (friend, family, etc.) in the country (if you live in a city) where you could go if necessary? What if there's no food in the stores? Rioting? Looting? Can you grow some food in your yard or deck? Do you have food storage? Seeds? Develop your handy skills and make sure you have basic tools around your home. Learn how to turn off water, gas, and electricity.
4.) I have written about it before on this blog, but there is an economic tsunami coming to the shore of your life and your town very soon. Yes, like the Depression of the 1930's, some won't even be touched; some will prosper; many, however, will be devastated. What if our dollar currency became worthless? What if your bank fails? Why not obtain some hard currency or items you can barter. (There's lots of info on this sort of thing on the internet.)
5.) Do you have a faith practice? If you don't, you can meditate or approach God (or ?) on your own. But it is more powerful to share your faith with others, even just a few others. Faith brings courage, inspiration, and opens the heart. You can demonstrate to yourself a higher power if you have the courage and will to experiment. Put aside skepticism (or fear or resentment), and try it. Share your inner thoughts, aspirations; ask for inner guidance; ask yourself why things happen (good or "bad") and what the higher purpose might be? Be self-honest; willing to change; willing to know the truth and be guided by the truth. Consider that truth may be something you can mentally ask to know, but then, having asked, "be still and know." You have nothing to lose and everything to gain.
6.) If everything we have become accustomed to disappears, can you handle that? Your health; family; financial security. Someday these will all be taken from you, but it could happen much sooner and not merely by death, which would be a relief comparatively speaking. Prepare yourself in body, mind, and soul to live courageously and "amidst the crash of breaking worlds." (a quote from Paramhansa Yogananda, author of the world renowned spiritual classic, "Autobiography of a Yogi")
In short, pledge to grow taller and stronger this year and to include in your life and needs the life and needs of others.
May 2012 shower upon you blessings of wisdom, courage, and true soul joy!
Nayaswami Hriman
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Wednesday, December 28, 2011
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
Thoughts for a Christmas Eve!
The Holy Family – Thoughts for a Christmas Eve
The image of Joseph, Mary and the child Jesus in that stable
long ago, in the company of lowly shepherds and hushed barnyard animals on a
cold, frosty December night evokes such tenderness in hearts, young and
old, around the world. It is a scene mixed with poignancy, sacredness, and a
timelessness that comforts and uplifts.
The images of Jesus’ birth bring together the mundane with
the sublime, the natural with the supernatural, the individual with the
archetypal, and the personal with the historic. I wonder too if the image and underlying
meaning of the “holy family” speaks to us of our essential and elemental human
nature: the father (masculine), the mother (the feminine), the spiritual (and
therefore pure, i.e., the child), the past (the parents), the present (the
scene), and the future (the child), all meet in a singularly cosmic, and yet personally
immediate, tableau, frozen in both time and timelessness.
It is difficult to imagine Joseph and Mary as individuals,
for their lives have long since vanished into legend, myth, and into the dim
past. The so-called facts of the story as given to us in the Bible go far
beyond our human experience: the husband engaged but not the father, the wife pregnant
by alleged divine intervention, her travelling on a donkey in her “ninth month,”
and all because of a taxation census decree called by some “dude” in Rome, far
away, “no room at the inn,” and giving
birth in a barn ….. whoa! Sounds like a Disney movie, and throw in that moving
star and three very wise fellows on camels in cool costumes from “the east!”
We yogis who believe in so-called miraculous powers, demonstrated
even in modern times by masters of yoga (Paramhansa Yogananda is said to have
raised a person from death at least twice according to eye witnesses), might
take all of this “lying down,” and so, too, believing Christians who simply
check the box that says, “Miracle” (no explanation needed).
But even we must, or at least should consider the effort to,
distill some personal significance from such an inspired and powerful story. How
can we understand this scene in the present tense, in the reality of our own
lives? Can we discern some timeless, universal, and metaphysical meaning, as
well?
The metaphysical significance of this scene is not difficult
to unveil, for the stable setting says to us that the infant child of spiritual
consciousness is given birth in humility. The child is a “king” because the
soul, being a child of the Infinite, is the royal child of God. The birth
taking place at night and at the winter solstice signifies the death of the ego
as a pre-condition for the soul’s re-birth into human consciousness. The
darkness also symbolizes inner silence, or meditation, as the cradle from which
God’s grace is given birth.
The soul is considered a child because our spiritual awakening
is, at first, helpless or dependent on parents and surrounded by animals.
Parents refer to teachers (perhaps a priest, or minister or other giver of
truth teachings) and teachings (such as given in scriptures that are studied).
The presence of animals refers to the fact that at the birth of our soul’s
awakening we are still very much enmeshed in body and sense consciousness (our
lower nature, in other words).
The wicked King Herod, who plots the death of the infant, is
our enemy ego supported by his soldiers from our sub-conscious. He kills all of
the infants in the surrounding villages because any form that soul
consciousness takes (peace, kindness, wisdom, pure love, etc.) must be killed. All
higher qualities represent a threat to the ego’s hegemony.
As an aside, in just this same way, and in the great Indian
epic story called the Mahabharata, the
evil forces would not give on inch of territory to the rightful heirs and thus the
famous and historic war of Kurukshetra ensued and became the allegorical basis
for the great scripture of India, the Bhagavad
Gita. In addition, at the birth of Lord Krishna (centuries before Jesus),
another wicked king sought to kill the child for the exact same reasons: a
prophecy that this child would usurp his kingdom!
The star, described as “his” star, symbolizes the child’s
high spiritual stature, as does the visit from “three wise men from the East”
(think India!). In ancient times the heavens gave signs and wonders of such
historic and miraculous events. Metaphysically the star represents intuition,
or the “third eye” (“spiritual eye”) seen in meditation in the forehead. This
inner light becomes the devotee's guide and it was this intuitive guide, not
some astronomical anomaly that the visitors from the east followed. As another
point of interest, Paramhansa Yogananda told audiences in America that the
three wise men were his own preceptors from India (in former lifetimes): viz., Babaji,
Lahiri Mahasaya, and Swami Sri Yukteswar. (It must have taken some courage to
say such a thing publicly in America during the Thirties!)
The angels singing “on high” in the hills is another symbol
for the high spiritual stature of the child Jesus, for he indeed is considered an
avatar: a soul who has achieved Self-realization (oneness with God) and has
returned to physical birth as a savior for many souls.
Now let’s take a more personal turn, away from the
archetypal, and inward to our own lives. The sanctity of Joseph and Mary as “the
parents” reminds us that our spiritual awakening is preceded (seeded) by our
efforts to live a moral and balanced life. Balancing male and female qualities
in ourselves is one way of describing this process. From Joseph we learn
self-control, justice, surrender to God’s will, servicefulness, and nobility;
from Mary, purity, (also) surrender, modesty, endurance and faith in the
goodness of God.
Joseph’s somewhat odd position as a kind of step father
represents for us the realization that even the power to change on a human
level has its source in God, in the higher power of our soul’s eternal wisdom
and power. Specifically, this power comes to us through the agency of the Holy
Ghost, or Holy Vibration: the primordial and underlying sustaining energy of
the universe which is God immanent in creation. That the Holy Ghost inseminated
Mary reminds us that the conception of the infant child of our soul’s
reawakening has an essentially a divine source, for the child represents our
higher self, or soul, and it is a reflection of God, a spark of the Infinite
Spirit. It cannot therefore be conceived by merely ego tendencies, even the
ego’s high aspirations.
Other aspects of our own spiritual journey include the
message that we are “reborn” in the dark night of inner silence of prayer,
meditation, and self-forgetfulness (desirelessness). The barnyard animals,
hushed and attentive, represent our own animal nature, our lower nature, which
must be stilled and quieted for this “inner soul child” to be born.
As the shepherds guide and protect their flocks, so, for us,
does reason and intellect acts as shepherds, or guides, to our daily actions.
But they, too, take their inspiration on the surrounding hilltops of
self-reflection guided by the starlight of intuition. They receive intuitive
counsel from the angels of our higher nature. We are instructed to come down from
the hills of ego-consciousness and enter the cave (stable) of silence, of prayer
and meditation. There we “worship” the soul’s inner light.
King Herod represents our subconscious habits, tendencies,
and desires, vitalized through ego-affirmation and protectiveness. King Ego
will stop at nothing to kill this young child for it instinctively knows that,
though a child and seemingly helpless, it has the potential to de-throne the
ego.
The holy family was told by an angel to flee into Egypt and
to return only when called and it was safe. Thus it is that we are warned, as
new devotees, to stay in close company with other, more seasoned devotees and
to stay focused upon his newly adopted spiritual teachings, practices, and
fellowship, before daring to venture out into the world of former friends and
activities.
So, you see, the Holy Family and the night of Christ’s birth
have lessons universal and timeless for each and every one of us.
Sunday, December 18, 2011
Yoga Sutras Blog Post # 6! Samadhi at Last!
Yoga Sutras – Blog Article # 6 - Book 3 – Vibhuti Pada
We now arrive, at last, at Book 3 – Vibhuti Pada. Without
attempting to be scholarly on the subject, there are two meanings of the term “vibhuti”
that I am familiar with: one, is that the word refers to the sacred ash that
remains after a fire ceremony. I recall that it also refers to divine aspects
or “shining attributes.” Both terms apply here because Patanjali essentially
reveals in Book 3 those attributes, born of superconsciousness, that arise to
the yogi who has achieved the higher states of consciousness. Sacred ash works,
too, because these attributes are what are left over from the self-offering of
ego into the soul. (Ash may sound negative but the negative part is the ego and
the positive part is what is sacred.)
But first Patanjali must describe to us the last three
stages: dharana (concentration), dhyana (meditation), and Samadhi (oneness). As
usual his statements are pithy and clinical. To truly understand these sutras
one must have a true (Self-realized) guru to unlock their secrets. Using resources
that include Yogananda’s lecture notes from his talks on Patanjali and translations
of commentaries written by disciples (both direct and subsequent) of Lahiri
Mahasaya, and from my teacher, Swami Kriyananda (direct disciple of Paramhansa
Yogananda), and what little might occur to me in this effort, I would like to
proceed with great caution. I feel as if I am driving into a tunnel with dim
headlights and the expectation of many diversions and obstacles.
The first five stages of the 8-Fold Path are considered
“external.” Now that’s not easy to understand, looking back at the prior blog
articles, but relative to the land beyond our dreams into which we will go in
the final 3 stages, it can make some sense. That last word, sense, is purposeful
and a pun, here. Because one way or another the first five stages have
something to do with our relationship to the body and senses, even the subtle
senses.
The first of the three (last) stages is called dharana. It
is often translated simply as “concentration.” Dharana is the stage of
consciousness where, in meditation, we can hold the mind steady and focused. If
you are a meditator, try this experiment: using a timer, see how long you hold
your mind without the intrusion of a single thought! (No need to report back!) Well,
advanced yogis can do that for long periods of time. Yogananda offered that we
would have to achieve one hour before we could say we’ve made any substantial
progress in meditation. Well, you can pretend you didn’t hear that from me.
In the stage, now, of dharana our mind is focused and we
experience what are called “thought waves.” Notice how when you meditate and
gaze upwards behind closed eyes towards the sixth chakra (the Kutastha), that
everything seems to be in motion. We aren’t aware of it but all physical sense
stimuli come to us in repeated waves. Take for example the sense of touch. We
must constantly move our hand over the object we are touching in order to
continue to feel it. Same with smell, we must periodically sniff, as it were.
If we were to stare fixedly at a candle in time the image would vanish. All
material objects are pulsing with electromagnetic waves and the result, at
least to our senses, is more or less that these objects are fixed in time and
space, when, in fact, they are constantly moving, being held in their orbit by
electromagnetic radiation.
And so it is, also, with our perceptive faculties. So long
as the “I” is present and witnessing itself and the object under its
microscope, we experience a constant sense of wave motion. It’s difficult,
isn’t it, to even hold one thought in clear and unbroken focus. This is because
even subtle objects such as mental images or perceptions of subtle sight and
sound, wash over and toward us in pulses. It is like the refresh rate on your
computer monitor or TV screen: the electrons are being fired rapidly and repeatedly
in order to hold in steady focus the image on your screen. It happens too fast,
usually, for us to notice unless we, perhaps, look away or to the side and then
we might notice the fluctuation.s. One of the reasons for this is that nothing “outside”
of ourselves is real. All is ultimately thought-waves. When at last these waves
subside we have at least a taste of Stanza 2: “yogas chitta vrittis nirodha”
(The state of Oneness is achieved when all thought-waves subside into the
Eternal now!)
In meditation we concentrate on various things, but let us
say, for illustration, we are focused on the heart chakra. It takes effort and
concentration (achieved, ironically, only by deep relaxation and focused
attention) to hold our awareness in the area of the heart, or anahat, chakra. But
as we progress in meditation, a steady and prolonged concentration on any
object will produce a state of breathlessness. This state of steady perception
is the state of dharana. It is the gateway to the highest states of
consciousness. Achieving it is the price of entry. It is your “ticket to ride!”
It is interesting that dharana is associated with the
negative pole of the sixth chakra. This center resides at the base of the
brain, near the medulla oblongata. It is the seat of ego consciousness. In
dharana the sense of “I” perceiving or concentrating upon something remains.
(See my blog articles on the 8-Fold Path, including dharana.)
In the next stage, dhyana (translated, simply, as
meditation), the object yields up its wisdom as the “I” principle merges into
the object. In one translation that I have the verse (no. 2) describes the
knowledge that flows as “about the object” whereas in another translation it
says an unbroken flow of thoughts towards the object. It is a curious and
seemingly important distinction until you realize that “you” have disappeared
and that the difference in verbs, so to speak, has no real meaning. The
important point is that you have become that object. No words, which are but
symbols, are confined to the world of distinctions, or duality and there is a
point, and it is here, where words simply cannot go.
In an effort to be less mental about it, let’s say you are
experiencing a deep state of inner peace. In the stage of dharana you
experience this peace even as you witness it and yourself witnessing it. As
your consciousness relaxes and expands and joyfully offers itself into this
living Presence what results is, simply, Peace. The “I” which watches has
become that state of peace. That’s as far as I can go with words.
To return to the correlation with the chakras, in dharana we
gaze, as it were from the base of the brain up and into the third eye (the
positive pole of the sixth chakra; known as the Kutastha). As our consciousness
expands upward toward the object or experience our center of gravity moves up
and into the forehead (well, kinda). Hence dhyana is associated with the
Kutastha center (point between the eyebrows).
Finally, Samadhi results when even the object, as an object
(or state of consciousness), vanishes and we become whatever “meaning” or essential
consciousness underlies the object. This is even harder to describe. It is a
state of complete absorption and while I don’t want to stumble on terminology
here let me say that the sutra itself speaks in terms of a state of oneness
with specific objects, or states of consciousness. I will be so bold as to
describe this as the final stage of superconsciousness, as it relates to the
soul as an individual spark of Divinity (not, therefore, in the sense of cosmic
consciousness which comes later). In dharana, we see the promised land; in
dhyana we enter the promised land; in samadhi we ARE the promised land. (Hey,
I’m trying, can’t you see?)
From Lahiri Mahasaya comes the description that Samadhi
takes place when the mind (dhyata), the goal (Brahman), and meditation (dhyana)
are undifferentiated, the true nature of the object shines forth. I take this
to mean, restated at least, that when the “I” principle (the mind), the soul
principle (Brahman), and the process of meditation (act of contemplation) are
One in relation to an object, then what remains is the essence (consciousness)
of the object. Now you may ask, “define object.”
In these higher states we might meditate on the guru, we
might encounter astral beings (angels), we might be receiving a flow of knowledge
and wisdom, hearing an astral sound or music, or otherwise be meditating on an
infinity of states or internal objects of astral sense. We might be working out
past karma from the subconscious mind, even possibly working on present day
problems in the material world. At this point (for me at least), and
contemplating the sutras in their entirety, I cannot see any end or any limit to
what Patanjali means by “object.”
Like the candle that vanishes as we gaze fixedly at it, but
in reverse, it’s not the candle that vanishes, WE vanish. Imagine staring out
of a window. At first you are daydreaming. Then after a time, the daydream
vanishes and you are left in the void, as it were. But again, in these higher
stages our fixed concentration upon so called objects results in OUR vanishing.
This does not mean, as opposed to daydreaming, that we lose consciousness. No, no,
no & far, far from it. As the entire
universe, whether objects of thought, emotions, or material objects are a dream
of the cosmic Dreamer and are in their essence consciousness and thought, so
we, by deep concentration, enter into and become that consciousness. There is
nothing else, for we, too, are but a thought and have no essential reality
beyond the Dreamer. Just as at night in our dreams we may or may not be conscious
of our own role in the dream, and we might not recall or play the role dictated
by our body’s current age or gender, so too we can enter into any other
reality, even if but temporarily.
When we experience these three stages of dharana, dhyana,
and samadhi in our contemplation of objects, Patanjali calls the combined
process samyama. “Sam” is possibly the root for our word, same and is the root
for samadhi and for samprajnata etc. Yama means control as we saw in relation
to this term used to describe the first stage of the 8-Fold Path. This is
important to most of the rest of book 3 wherein he describes the consequences
of the three stage process of concentration when applied to various objects.
Shall we move on?
In verse 8, Patanjali cautions us that samyama is still
external to the seedless or final and true state of samadhi (nirbikalpa).
Samyama by itself is not necessarily productive of nirbikalpa. One must
meditate on OM and approach samadhi through the stages of Om samadhi and
Kutastha samadhi (astral and causal planes through the spiritual eye as
Yogananda taught in his lessons). Samyama should be practiced in the order of
the stages as given. Samyama is more direct than focusing on the first five
stages of the 8-Fold Path (so here we see a direct reference to the stages as
not being strictly linear).
Verse 9 is especially oblique. As I understand it, Patanjali
is saying that to reach nirbikalpa samadhi one must set aside the impressions
and knowledge one has received through the practice and experience of samyama.
The chitta (energy and waves of thought) will alternate between this setting
aside (he uses the term “suppression”) and the spontaneous emergence of chitta.
(This is a subtle expression of the flux, or thought pulsations, that are the
creative engine of the universe.) This stage or state he calls nirodha
parinama.
In time and with depth of practice the chitta is at last
pacified and calmed. The thought waves have subsided and we experience, at
first, the void, or nirvana (no-thing-ness). As water fills a glass from above,
or as a boat out at sea comes towards the shore, so at last, we begin to hear
the booming shores of Bliss as we enter cosmic consciousness beyond the three
worlds into the Infinite Bliss of Spirit.
As verse 10 points out, all past impressions may be now cleared
out and neutralized. I take it to mean that the subconscious mind has become en-lightened.
To achieve samadhi we must learn to redirect the restless thought waves which
go constantly towards objects of desire into a uniform thought wave which is
the true nature of chitta (consciousness). This nature is called Ekagrata and
achieving this state leads to samadhi. The mind remains calm even when
impressions of this calm state arise. This state is called Ekagrata Parinama.
Now that we have reached Samadhi, we are ready to hear from
Patanjali how samyama can reveal the nature of the creation. Stay tuned for the
next blog!
Blessings,
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